too much feelings. it took him exactly to days to move one. what the fuck was that. don't get me wrong his not a bad person but sometimes i wonder is it me or was it that the relationship was just not there. i have no idea but sometimes i want to yell or better yet go over and beat the crap out of him for making me go through all this, but then again thats not the kind of person i am. i don't want to hate him, but i can never be his friend.
He says he still wants to hear from me, now and then, well i say if its really over then we should have no contact whatsoever. thats not what i want, but its what i have to do.
his friends and his ego ruined our relationship. each morning i wake up i'm expecting something from him anything. a text, a call, but nothing. what do i expect anyways his moved on. why can't i do the same. maybe i should consider the offer of friendship i don't know. i want him, i don't want to be friends with him. is that selfish of me. i hate the girl who took him away from me.
question. how does someone stop crying for something that has clearly come to an end?. anyone help.
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